a month & a (few) day(s) late & a $$$$$$$$$$ short

but it's gonna be a good year anyways!!!!!





please?

life has a funny way...

or maybe it's just me? An old dear friend contacted me today 2 see if i was ok... ok is a state of mind i told her - lol i guess i really am dramatic aren't i? wow - so came back and read my last post and it's amazing.

i am an EMOTIONAL BASKETCASE seriously i have absolutely no control of my emotions - u hear me universe u got me ok seriously let up. My emotions rule me and it's a love/hate thing. I'm coping, self medicating ;p still here and kickin and clearly not so utterly depressed as i was previously- for the moment, get it?

i'm still twisted & torn @ the phase in my life, but i'm doing it & my son is really a good boy, which makes me a good mom (?) and i am truly blessed {2 points GOD / -5 universe}

suppose that's enough drama from me 4 a nite