yea, yea, yea

It's been a minute, I know, you know, lets just go from there...

So much time has passed and so much has happened.

I got an awesome new job!! It is really awesome, lots to learn, lots of hard work, but challenging, that's what I both needed and wanted. Somewhat demanding, but sent me to NY twice for training, new life, new experiences. So in the job dept, in Detroit, I am blessed!!! I just got to figure out the rest of what I am doing...

My father has passed... He managed to live 14/15 months with stage IV, small cell lung cancer... Cancer changed him from the man I never really knew completely, to slowly seeing the wit & laughter fade from his eyes as his body began to shut down on him completely. He was trapped, I tried to comfort and care for him, but he had to shed his shell.

And on the social scene... I am officially getting a divorce. I've talked about it, blogged about it, thought about it and in all actuality, until just now, I never really meant it. I was mad or throwing a fit, definitely at my wits end and unhappy. But my soon to be X husband helped me to be okay with the fact that I am a failure at this marriage thing. I suppose I can't be all cliche on the whole "I'll never get married again" but I really don't feel I ever will...

Sometimes being a single girl sux a$$ not just financially (duh) but emotionally and physically too. There are just some things a girl is not manufactured to do, and equally so for men. So I may not want/need or desire for a full time man, to aggravate me and irritate me, I would like you to come over do yard work, clean gutters and hang xmas lights, but you can't stay ;p